Low battery alert – 10 December 2018

Very low on motivation at the moment. Can’t be arsed anymore and I just feel like cancelling all my appointments this week and taking to my bed. I’m not going to (probably) but I really want to. Everything just seems like really hard work. I know there are people out there having a much tougher time than me for a wide range of reasons but even Christmas (which is normally my most favourite time) is not cutting it.

My back really hurts, walking is tedious and I am knackered. I am bored of not being able to chew my food properly and the prospect of having more teeth out is looming. Has anything this year been of any value? Doesn’t feel like it at the moment so maybe I should stop chasing around the place wearing myself out.

Dark thoughts abound.